Fictional

I miss people that don't exist. Time is a constant factor in my desperate situation concerning losing those so dear to me that aren't really there. I feel like crying and I don't really know why. Most of the time, I have to remind myself that certain things aren't real, but then I remember that things like that do happen and more often than I would like. I sometimes feel like my heart is too heavy for my body to hold. I don't really know where this is all coming from. I've just backspaced so many words and sentences. I'm running away from myself again. No matter how far I run, I still feel something tugging at the strings of my heart. Sometimes I wish it would stop, but I feel like I need it there...

Please, please stop crying. You're breaking my heart.
Oh God, I think I just felt it fall to my stomach.