Younger

Things still do not quite feel how I remember. Something still feels so significantly different, though I can't quite place my finger on it. Something of value is missing and I miss it.

When I was young, I knew everything.

I feel like doing something amazing. I feel like doing something meaningful for once. Something that no one would ever expect from me. Something that will forever change things. It has to be magnificent. I need this.

You said you loved me and I kind of believe that, but these days who knows what it means?