Fake

One of my biggest pet peeves would be fake fucking smiles. I hate seeing every one of your MySpace pictures with those same seemingly forced smiles. I can see it in your eyes. I can see how tense your face is. I know how straining it is for you. STOP. It makes me cringe and knots my stomach into the worst tangles I've felt. It's just so... irritating. I mean, show some other emotion. Ugh. I just hate MySpace. I do have one, and I hate that I do. It's the only way I know to communicate with most people I know. Facebook doesn't have many friends, Xanga is dead, etc. As a person, I have the need to socialize. I hate MySpace because you can be so judging of a person by every little detail they put into it. Then everyone turns their profile into something they're not. Why can't we all just be ourselves for once? Is it pressure? Insecurity? ...Anything? I think that if we all stopped caring about what the entire world thinks, then we can each truly be ourselves. Amen.

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I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going with my life. I turn 18 in 18 days. I'm not ready for anything. I feel like I've already failed at my life entirely. I have no sense of direction whatsoever. I'm an utter failure at everything I do/everything I attempt/desire to do.