Stupid

A lot of times, I need to remember to breathe and there have been few occasions where I needed to remember HOW to breathe. Tis the tragedy of one's brain over-thinking about everything and anything. Anyway... I have been rather moody lately and it's been kind of brutal, but I'm getting much better at self-control which is a huge plus on my part. I've been happy because at the end of this month, it shall mark three and a half years of my boyfriend and I being together. Eeep, I'm really happy about it! When he turns 18 (which is in May, bleh), we plan on getting special tattoos together. What they are and where they will be and what they represent is a secret at the moment because we're still discussing it, but I'm pretty stoked about it. I love him so much, despite my mood swings.

10:42 P.M. edit//
I've gone and broken my heart a little more again. I always put myself in shitty situations like this. What's wrong with me? My heart feels drenched and heavy with immense sadness. I am the epitome of self-destruction.